testimony of the day.
assumed: deadline on Saturday, 24th October 2009, 0000.
actual: deadline on Sunday, 25th October 2009, 0000.
deadline totally slipped my mind.
talk about the benefits of going to church.


a shrivelled entity.
a result of the concentration gradient effect.
if you dont produce it, you steal it from your environment.


you cant afford not to lie in this environment.
its a greater ill not to know how to lie effectively and convincingly given this environment.
aint that a sad truth.
insight after the dreaded project.
yet it is by looking at the need to lie to different segments of people that indicate their meaning and importance to you.
you may say, distorting the truth to your loved ones is just an act of maintaining peace and equilibrium.
i mean after all, ignorance is bliss right.
then what is that so-called understanding that you share with them?
if you really believe some things are better left unsaid, then dont let any part of that ever see the light of day.
that is, if your conscience actually permits you so.
insight bestowed by family, or so-called family.


not that kind of affirmation.
its nice, but way too temporary.


i am alone at a crossroads
i'm not at home in my own home
and i tried and tried to say whats on my mind
you should have known
now i'm done believing you
you dont know what i'm feeling
i'm more than what you made of me
i followed the voice you think you gave to me
but now i gotta find my own.

perfection at 2:55 PM